A Perfect Mess?

So I quit my part time job at Lowe's last month because having no job was better than working there. Then one of my regular house - sit jobs fell through, my plans for working at a bookstore have gone awry because they haven't called me (or anyone else I discover), and everything else seems to be moving away from me at a quick clip. I have great plans for April of 08 (boyfriend and I are going to be a caretaker couple) but at this moment, nothing seems definite in my life except a part time QuickBooks job over the internet for a longtime friend. The universe is telling me I need to write - need to write and send things out to be published! Or maybe give up eating on a regular basis.